17.0000-0012 EXPAND THIS: Part of my life is In the Closet, deeply

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@24.0911-1548.99by Atx

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o    Need to describe Thalia as having low self-esteem (at first) . This is the result of a lifetime of relationship turmoil caused by her fetish. 

o    Thalia has always had to supress her own desires to meet the expectations of others.  Those who loved her and knew about her fetish (husbands,relatives, friends, etc.) thought of her as having a mental  illness. She is 'broken'or worse. Thalia's own sister told her to 'stay away from my children' and called her 'perverted'. (She's long dead.) 

o    Thalia  played occasionally, but it was always solo and with stealth... hidden... 'in the closet'.

o   It wasn't more than half-way through Thalia's relationship when Frank when his job began to require that he be away from home more than a week, in nearly every month. That gave her long blocks of time alone. Lots of them.  And she had internet. And lots of money. 

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